Dude, Click Me. You won’t regret it. AMAZING.

Here you go, John.

I win.

Those fuckers with their computers, nerdness, and unreasonable need for ‘payback’ know exactly how to trick people that are even slightly vulnerable…assholes.

a.k.a.: dont open an email attachment claiming to be from someone from the FBI or CIA.

Thanks John.

baaaaaaaaaahahahahahhaha

I can not handle this. bahahahahhahahhahaaaaaa

just shy of 15 years this fucker lived….at least he won an award for his ugliness. THRICE.

I acutally, luckily woke up on time today, after having forgot to set my alarm (and even if I did, my cell phone is what I would have used, and the battery almost died by the time I woke up….I charged it last night for 2 hours at 11:00pm..so who knows if it would have even gone off.

Then, I forgot my keys, AND my phone on my way to class. Luckily SmerHead was home when I got home, so I banged on her window to let me in.

and THEN, I was walking into the kitchen a few minutes ago to get something to eat, I GOT DRIPPED ON. Water was coming through the ceiling, through the light fixture. Went upstairs to ask what they were up to up there: “You have water coming down, dont you? …Yeah, I temporarily flooded our bathroom, but theres no spilling anymore.” I am not even going to ask.

I get into the kitchen, and there is oil splattered everywhere. The range has puddles, the walls have some new stucco, and there are onion slices sprawled across the entire floor….how does this happen?

CRIPES, and its only 1:45!

i love sneezing.

Normally if there is a problem, you would fix it, right? Or, if you cant fix it yourself, you need to find someone that can.

Well, I guess not. I guess its completely fine to just avoid the problem until someone else takes care of it, even if no one else knows exactly what the problem is, especially since that someone else doesnt know exactly what the problem is, much less how to fix it themselves, and they need to relay it to someone else who can fix it anyways. Ohh, but “I am leaving in 20 minutes anyways.”

CRIPES.

peace, please.

I dont know why, but i am really feeling on the defensive lately. I feel like i need to justify my actions about things. Normally, I have no problem taking the blame for, well, anything. In fact, I willingly do take the blame for things. Lately, though, I am feeling it as a personal attack, even though I know I shouldnt. Maybe it is in the tone of the person. Maybe its also the idea that I would have never expected that tone from that person. I dont know I mean, I know I need to be put in my place sometimes. I guess I just wish people wouldnt be so round-about with it. If somethings going on, don’t try to pin it all on something small and specific, when it is not.

peace cakes

mmm….reggae….

just, thought you should know.

PEACE

A few days ago, the fact came up that all of the cells in your body regenerate completely after about 7 years….except some brain cells. So basically, you are an entirely different person that you were 7 years ago…phsyically at least. And so, Ive been thinking, its weird how people change. Its also incredibly wierd how long it takes to figure people out. (but that is an entirely different topic)

Sometimes after having so much exposure to a person, I begin to think how alike we are. And for even longer, that still appears to be true…but then, all of a sudden they will do something or say something that you would never have expected them to say or do. And maybe they made an honest mistake, humans do that, it is in our very nature to make mistakes. And so if theyve said or done that something just one time, or under a random circumstance, maybe it isnt an accurate reflection of them. However, if they do or say something like that again, that becomes more reflective of them because it is something they do or say without thinking about it, and they will do the same things in the same situations. that is the sort of change i am talking about. maybe its been there the whole time but the right circumstances have never come up to allow that to come out. maybe theyve said or done that something in a different way that just wasnt as noticable and so that quality really has been somewhat apparent all along but it just took something that you can define in your own terms of a display of that certain quality for you to actually notice it.

it is incredibly fascinating to me to see this sort of thing. i mean, you think you really know a person, and then things happen, like, say, they move away. well, after theyve been away, things change, and very apparently. maybe theyre in an entirely new environment, surrounded by very different people, and are adapting to that. but the thing is, if there is something about you that is true about you (which in my opinion should be your entire SELF), it should not change depending upon what kind of environment you are in. so then you find out about these changes in that other person and think: “the person that i really knew, would NEVER have let themselves turn out this way.” not only because that person that i knew, seemed to be so defined, but also because that person that i knew was SO much different than the person they are now, and in such an unorthodox way. like, how can you say that you are happy, but everything that comes out of your mouth about what youre doing now is either negative or said with an underlying tone of remorse. especially when i knew what made you happy before and you are doing none of that now. and how can you do something SO humbling that you completely lose touch with yourself. knowing who you are and what you want is SO important to life. and if you devote your life to compromising yourself for others (literally), it contradicts the nature of human beings. and it contradicts the morals and philosophies i knew you had.

what do you do about something like this without imposing…?

honestly though, the part I said before about your true self, knowing who you are and liking that person, is something I believe everyone should know. If you don’t like yourself, why should anyone else like you?