Wednesday, 15 Nov 2006
yeah…im just, not going to talk anymore. i fucking hate how i can never convey the right tone or whatever in my voice, or how i can never choose the right words to get out what i need to get out, or pretty much do anything right when it comes to talking…so im just going to talk less. damn it really sucks, but i hate getting these looks that i get and i hate confusing people and it just sucks. it all just sucks. and its actually really kind of depressing and makes me feel sad. “im really dumb…”