i really feel like writing. most of all, right now i just want to not be at work. i love work…its just that i get bored when i am running art school books when i dont have homework to do. i mean, ive already read every news story on google news, read a time magazine weekend edition, and watched the 2nd half of Downfall, a movie about hitler and WWII that is 2.5 hours long. and i know i am just especially antsy to get out of here because i know i will get to go home to my lover who is sitting at home chillin by himself. i could work longer, but i dont really need to because its just getting ahead, so i am being selfish and racking up hours for myself to make up for monday and tuesday when i was off of work. after this art school book is finished running, im going to leave. doot dee doo.

i got a hair cut today. my beautiful sweet amazing lover kany bought me a haircut at Aveda institute. it took awhile, because theyre students, but i really like it. it makes me feel great…so great, in fact, that i wish it was nine. i have been this way all day…wishing it was nine, which is probably another reason why i want to get home so bad….ahhh, its so overcoming…but the haircut: :)
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tomorrow is melnalalys graduation. my lil sis is a big girl now…hahahaha well, kinda. but i am going to see her recieve her diploma, awwww. and then sunday we’ll do some fishin. im so happy about kany and my family. so unbelievably happy. it almost makes me cry when i think about it. i love things that make me so happy that i feel like crying. im so happy.

on tuesday we got shirts for volleyball!!! Mandys mom is sponsoring us this year and she paid for the shirts too! im so grateful, that was so nice of her, and they really look great! and maybe it even helped a little to get us playing better as a team, because we fucking ROCKED on tuesday. i think we just rock in general, but the tshirts make us look good while were rockin it. i love volleyball..mmm.

ahhh im so freakin antsy!!

ive been like beating myself up lately. ive been noticing all these different cuts on my body…especially my hands and arms. ohh this calls for some workers compensation….definately. tsk tsk.

wellp thats all i got for now…PEACE