Monday, 25 Apr 2005
‘He’ ..2
Sometimes when he’s talking, I think he’s about something in particular but just in different terms so that unless you know him as well as who hes talking to you cant figure it out. But then I wonder…am I really figuring it out? Does that mean I know him better than I thought? OR, does that mean that I am just hoping that I know and really dont? And then, if I were to ever apply that potential knowledge, would I be right or make a fool of myself being wrong? OR, what if these different terms really arent different terms at all? What if he really was sincerely talking about those particular terms without depth? But then I think…I know him better than that; nothing goes without depth. That is what is so fascinating about him to me. But then it goes back to the fact that I dont know if I really am figuring it out. So, this entire thought process is just a viscous circle. However, it occurs to me often whenever he’s around.