well i got in a fight with my beloved little sister Trista on sunday. she was being all self pitiful, hostile, and well, a brat. She IMed me telling me how Mom and Dad are so mean to her lately. and im like why how are they being mean, and shes like they never let me go on the internet anymore. and i was like, well, why do you think they are saying that. and i just was trying to give her insight as to how she was acting by bringing up some examples of how her actions may have caused that reaction from Mom and Dad, such as when its time for dinner her saying shes not hungry and just sitting on the internet. well then she started saying how i didnt know because i wasnt there to see and how i was being mean to her and making her want to cry. and then she brought up how mom and dad dont ever yell at Melanaly and i was like, i cant believe you actually think that. and then shes like you always take her side, just because i dont have someone close to my age… she was even like ‘well im just becoming a teenager and im sorry that mom and dad cant accept that’ (do you believe that) so finally i was like alright, wanna know what. when i was there, it was the same with you. you had the same shitty fucking attitude. and when i was there, you said so many times how much you hated me and how much you wanted me to leave. you would always say ‘dont you have somewhere to go like work or something’ and ‘just leave’ and how happy you would be once i left for college. and you want to talk about being mean and making someone want to cry. fuck that.

and then i was like look how mad you are, and she was like no im just trying to avoid you. and im like what a wonderful way to solve your problems, just walk away. and shes like well i cant just change overnight. and (as corny as this is) im like only you can be the one to change yourself. and then she was like well im not a good changer. and i was like only you can make yourself a better changer.

so then she IMed me the next day and was like ‘im trying to be nicer to mom and dad’ i was like that is so awesome Triff. so hopefully i got somewhere with her and she doesnt just forget right away. im afraid that is what will happen though. but i do love her to death and there is no way i could love either of my sisters any more than the other i just wish it wasnt so hard to show that…..

peace love and happiness to all