im just waiting waiting waiting for Heidi and Erich and Joey to get here………

okay, so i might die. i went to make myself a latte today because i wanted one real bad..a hot one even. i never want hot ones i always like the iced ones with honey. well so i go to make it as soon as i get back from class…and THE STEAMER DOESNT WORK. i almost cried. so i dont know if it like stopped working cuz maybe something broke or something when i brought it back in the car from home or what, but im really sad. *sigh* oh well.

hahahahaha so dont ask me why but i still have Amanda brix added to my msn messenger and her screen name today is “getting engaged…FINALLY” or something like that and it just makes me laugh….haha i feel bad for whoever is getting enganged to her. i hope its not Eric, but then again i would be willing to bet that it is. so sad. hahahahahahaha

just a minute ago, Joeys screen name popped up on MSN and i thought that meant that he couldnt come with Heidi and Erich because maybe his mom didnt want him to be driving with them in this weather (its snowing like crazy. there is already about 6 inches and the snow is not supposed to stop until like 6 am tomorrow morning!) but hopefully it was just his mom or dad accidently signing on his name because he signed off right away. it just made me nervous.

haha i love quoting anchorman its such a fucking hilarious movie i just want to watch it again RIGHT NOW.. even though ive seen it about 15 times already. one time at work i even watched it twice in one night. what a great movie. i love brick. i love lamp….i, i love lamp.

i just love that picture of melanalalaly….its SOOO cute!!! i have it up on my desktop even. ha.

so i really want to go to california in march for spring break to visit Anna Potter cuz she goes to school there…but i just dont know. i mean i really really want to, but after what my dad said to me the other day i would…feel bad i guess. he just mentioned the idea that he wants me to talk to him before making any big financial decisions because he wants to be able to help out as much as he can with everything. i dont even know if you can consider that a big financial decision…but yes you can. i just feel like you only live once. and i actually have money for once and ive always wanted to go somewhere warm in the winter and she wants me to soo bad. and i miss her and want to see her and it would be so wonderful if i could…its sad because the only thing holding me back is the fact that i dont want to tell my parents cuz they will think im wasting my money. i KNOW it wont be a waste, but i just care so much about what my parents have to say. i mean its not like i have to ASK them if i can go or anything, especially because that is one of the things that dad said. he was like we know that even if we dont like the idea of you doing something big, we wont try to stop you either. its really weird how he would bring that up so randomly when i was thinking abotu doing this. i wonder if he found out somehow that i was thinknig about it. gosh my dad is amazing…he knows EVERYTHING. and i hate keeping this from them, but then again its not like ive bought the tickets or anything. i havent even decided for sure if i am going. we will see. i kinda want to wait until the last minute to buy tickets because it seems like they will be cheapest then. but then again if i do wait and then end up being really expensive it will be too late and iw ill be screwed. dammit i dont know waht to do.

anyways

peace