Monday, 24 Jan 2005
ive been thinking and i would absolutely LOVE to be a songwriter. one of the reasons i say this is because ive gone to some of Solution 13’s practices where Bob (the lead singer) isnt there and so they just play the music. and i can just make up words in my head of things that i would love for songs to say. I would love to be able to have music played to me and just put lyrics to it. also because it seems like there are a lot of things that i want to say that can only be said poetically like that. or not that they can ONLY be said that way but that is how it would best be captured. too bad i cant sing for shit, but i would love to write it.
that reminds me of when Sarah sang to me. she wrote those songs herself and they are just amazing. there was nothing in the background it was just her voice and it was so kick ass. its absolutely fascinating to think that these words are coming straight from the persons heart. i love that.
its also amazing to me that the friends i worked hardest to be with are some of the most amzing people. i wish no one would feel like they had to be shy or hold themselves back for any reason. everyone is amazing in their own way and people will see that if you are genuine about it.
AND on the other hand, some of the other kick ass friends that i have i just connected with them instantly. i love that some of my friends i am incredibly close with yet havent been friends with them for very long.
i love friends
i hope i dream a lot tonight…..
peace